Insomnia is a common disorder in disabled  people, through all the labels and all the self psychology, nobody will ever truly understand someone fully until it is self knowing of its own lack of comprehension. This is where I fall victim to kicking the “meteorically (dead) dog”,   and not allowing body and mind to synchronize and shut down or refresh, like computers. Well maybe this will help?

Blogging it out when I am feeling the world closing in on me. Although the reality of it is its my own fears and un-answered questions.